Sleeping in Bondage

Sleeping in bondage, the fantasy is so exciting, but in reality I find it difficult to accomplish. I suppose it may work, if your tired enough, but the awkward imposed positioning of your body and your limbs creates an unnatural state.  If I create a hypothetical herein; the bondage inhibits your body's ability to relax enough so that your mind may reach a dream state.  Put another way, the stimuli from the bondage actually maintains an active mind state, thereby you can never fall asleep.

That sounds way too technical.

Let's face it though, we are, or at least I am extremely stimulated by bondage.  It excites me to no end, just writing this excites me.  Although I feel extremely comfortable being tightly bound and gagged, it may actually be confusing the comfort with another form stimuli that simulates a state of relaxation.

Drilling into the bondage itself, when I am tied up tight, I go into a mind state where I recognize my deprivation.  I can hear, but not control myself.  The ropes hold my limbs back from functioning normally.  If the ropes are tight enough, they can restrict blood flow, even mildly enough to stimulate my nerves.  My nerves may tingle or actually shoot pain, but most of the time I feel a numbing sensation.  With a nice filling gag and comfortable blindfold the package is set for total subjugation. Oh, now I am excited.

This numbness is what I am searching for, because it tells my mind that my ability to move  is completely restricted, and it gives me a first step toward acceptance of letting go, a Free-State.  As I go deeper, I may feel like I am floating on water, water that is moving, or suspended in air, something like that.  I often lose my orientation, not knowing where I am in the room that I was tied up in.

My mind may slip, but I never quite slip enough into subconsciousness.  Sleep (naturally) is always a step a away.

I tired sleeping in bondage recently while in Colorado with Sandra.  Even after shooting great super-fun bondage of myself and her all day, I was more than ready to try it.  However, I was very tired, my muscles where feeling the days work and I needed to relax.  The bondage I wanted was strict, but comfortable; however, the ropes were to much for me to relax in, that is there was a sense of tension.  My mind was over stimulated, even being exhausted from the day, I could reach a Free-State.

Perhaps if I find that the bondage that is mild enough to not over-stimulate and allow me to drift to the point of falling sleep, it may work.  I may actually sleep in bondage.  It was fun to try.  However, I will need to practice this and find the perfect bondage position and a good night to accomplish this task.  It's worth the fun in trying.

-xxx's

DK