Heels make my legs sore.

So I have noticed that my 2 1/4-inch heeled shoes raise me up quite a bit, my knees are raised even while sitting. This position makes me consciences of my knees, so I try to bring them in together, esp. if I turn around to talk to coworkers, I try not to look unfemm.

In this, however, my legs, my quadriceps, have become sore. By the end of the day, my quads are tight and tired, like I was doing knee extensions. I stand up to walk to get water, and they are sore-sore.

I guess I am not used to heels and sitting properly all the time, try it. Girls are trained from day one, they are conditioned. Anyway, I am sure walking in the heels have an effect as well, I can only imagine wearing real heels, the small dainty heels and high ones for days and days. It is a work out.

My ankles kind of feel it too. I have to maintain posture while walking and standing at this altitude. Crazy!

-xxx's

DK

Obsession

So I think I have become obsessed over my hair, well not really that, elements that are feminine. I think about what I am going to wear to work, how I play dress-up when I put my knee high sock's cami and form fitting blouse.

However, I want this to become normal, I don't want to focus on this to get mentally high, I need to accept this as normal. Which it is becoming more natural, but it may take a full year.

In addition to this, I think I am bored or when I engage and execute my new path, I up to a new level and I want more. I guess I can see how some of us go-all the way, you just want everything to be girly, leaving behind your roots as the other sex.

Not me though, I like to thread the needle and walk the line between male and female...

Androgyny I guess, you see many lesbians like this, more so than males I think when it comes to homosexuality...transgenderism is another realm on it's own-though it shares the same common identity issues.

-xxx's

DK

Back to my nails

So I lost all of my nails recently, like execution style. They were chipped and cracked and I had seemed to had lost a terminal amount on each hand, so the remaining few had to go.

I have a new batch coming in and I have new hope for a French manicure in a week. My fingers are crossed.

I'll keep ya posted.

-xxx's

DK

A New Element of Femininty - Hair

With the exception of a few guys out there that have long hair, the hair style realm really is within the feminine role out there. Girls get to grow their hair out in short or long styles, medium too, with page-boy cut, or with super cute bangs. Long hair can be layered in the front, all around, with bangs too and put up in many styles, much more than short haired girls. But short hair can be so cute when styled just right.

I can say having long hair is super fun, I am so used to it. Wearing it full time down, however, has taken a lot of patience. I haven't had the option of hair my whole life, like every other girl out there. See that is what makes it so femm, from day one, girls have had that option. It truly is totally fem.

Today I had mine rolled up on top of my head in bun, some of it hanging out in some cut little tail, jumping around as I picked up my shopping for the day...totally cute!

-xxx's

DK

WeHo

I am going to West Hollywood this morning for a job walk, I love it down there. It is so nice and clean and so liberal, wearing a dress down there is like wearing shorts in Glendale, well I guess I do both anyway.

I am going real androgynous, my jeans and a Lycra stretch shirt and my black blazer from the former Casual Corner. God I loved that store, so many skirts and dress pants, blouses and blazers...before I knew it they were gone!

So here I come WeHo...

-xxx's

DK

Advertising

Okay now that I think of it, how about those stupid advertisements with people dancing to refinance your home. I mean come'on!

Esp. on cnn.com, that shit is too annoying, so annoying I have stopped reading their on-line articles. I have seen a dancing Santa Clause, dancing fat couple, and three dancing cowboys. What is it with this? And they dance too well and too fast and they seem to gyrate across the banner in a manner that you have to look.

I can't take it! OMG!

-xxx's

DK

Spam

So what's it with all this spam email anyway? I get emails from some guy in Nabu (where the hell is this anyway) or Nigeria, I am sure you got that too! BIG Lottery winner but you can't tell anyone because they will machete them.

Or the emails with about any kind of header possible, but a legible one, all to sell Viagra? I mean common'on, if I wanted Viagra I would get it, do I need to be reminded 1,000 freaken times?

And how bout yahoo and gmail, why can't they filter that shit for you? I mean they can catalog every freaken page from Japan to Brazil, but I get 100 crapy crap emails about dookie for sale.

I say let's all email yahoo and gmail and get on their ass!!! to fix it.

-xxx's

Delilah

When are you a Crossdresser?

Okay now these are my brainstorming jokes I was thinking about on the way home today, now they can apply to being cross-gendered or a crossdresser, which ever you identify with.

So here they are:

You know your a crossdresser when:

Your nail salon knows you by your first name.
Your jacket size is a 14 and your pants size is an 8.
Two thirds or more of your dry cleaning includes a blouse, dress pants and the occasional skirt.
You have shaped eyebrows, your legs are shaved, and you shave your arms-in fact your are hairless except your head.
You have lipstick in a natural beige for day wear.
Your shirts have french cuffs and are made out lycra.
You wear panties every day and sometimes a bra or pantyhose-even in boy-mode.
Your shoes have at least a 2 inch heel and are black, red, brown, white, etc.
You have a femm name.
Your hair is long or styled and most-of-all you have bangs.
You wear silky running shorts at the gym and have to change in the bathroom stall to hide your panties.
You sit-down in the bathroom.
Your pants ride your hips.
You have a preference for pantyhose over stockings.
You walk in a room and your shoes make a heel sound with every step.
You wear perfume, lotion your body, and wear a mask for complexion.
You talk to your cats in a high pitch voice.
Any Taylor isn't just a designer, she is your icon.

I think you are a crossdresser or t-girl if any of these apply to you!

-xxx's

Delilah

Perfect Posture

Another element of femininity comes from your posture while standing and sitting. As most of us should practice, standing up-right creates a nice vertical line, except at the curvy parts which is most notable when your clothes are form fitting and yo have heels on. I have noticed how much better I appear not being hunched. This takes work.

What really is a "posture position" that tales practice is while sitting. Not only should you sit upright, but your legs should be either crossed (knee over knee) or knees together and close. I can cross my legs rather easily because I love after my work outs to stretch, my legs muscles are loose. However, sitting with my knees together, takes some noticeable conscience effort. My legs tend to open at the knees, well I can say a little is alright, but too much repose and you start sitting unflattering, and if you have somewhat of heels on it is practice that should be done-always, it is not femm any other way.

I have been working on this for sometime, but just really noticed this since I am on this discussion of the feminine elements.

Knees together, upright and smile. Smiling always does the trick.

-xxx's

Delilah

Sunday Morning Again.

Well another Sunday morning has arrived, it is way-super quiet outside, just me and my cats moving around at this time. Most people are sleeping in, I have to get up this weekend to work or study, what a loser.

I admit though, it is so nice this time of day, I love drinking my coffee and waking up-slowly. I also get to reflect on last week and think how this one is beginning and what may happen.

Good things I hope...

-xxx's

DK

Shopping at the Galleria

Well I have just returned from the Galleria from shopping. I have a mixed bag of feelings from this. I have been wearing my women's clothes to my day job for the last Month or so, sometimes I switch back to my boy-mode though, and have been very comfortable as Tg Delilah. However, I have a big meeting this week with a client, it is important, so I went shopping from some nice men's slacks and a casual jacket-because I don't even have one.

Putting on the clothes men's' clothes was okay, I looked alright, but it's not the same, I don't feel as good-I can tell ya, the fabric just doesn't feel as nice and the clothes are way to loose. I actually felt a little depressed, so I decided to buy a nice woman's pant suit as well. I can say I like it a lot, I'm gonna wear it on Monday...the meeting is later in the week for the other clothes...

So I left feeling like who am I? Totally dual personality....I like Delilah better.

-xxx's

Delilah

Elements of Femininity

Now I must say I like this new camisole I wear under my blouse to work, it is form fitting, smooth, and hugs my skin. Why is it women's clothes feel so good, this one is made of Lycra, what man shirt can you wear out of Lycra, and have a blouse that hugs your torso and and has pretty glitter strips?

Anyway, on a tangent, my straps looks so much more femm than my other silky under shirts, though I enjoy these too. On these straps fall on occasion and I have to reach in my blouse and pull it back over my shoulder. Now I must say these are elements of being a woman that we just sometimes over look, the small details of maintaining a femm appearance takes some effort.

I will definitely go on with this topic I have lot to discuss on this, the elements of femininity.

-xxx's

Delilah

My nails, I broke two. Sadness

My nails are so difficult to maintain, I grow them out, then one or two or three break, chip or fracture. The fractures are the worse, you try to hang on with the nail in hope of saving it, protecting the nail, nurturing it, but 95% of the time it is hopeless, hopeless!

Your hose gets snagged in the nail frequently, or fabric screeches along making the break more wide or worse lengthening it. Eventually you must come to terms that you have lost another one, and say good-bye.

I take vitamins, I-do, the nails are stronger and at least grow back much faster, but they break off regardless.

Right now I have 7 good ones, four on the left and two on the right.

It's tough having to do all this girl stuff...what is tg to do?

-xxx's

Delilah

My earrings.

So I am unsure if you noticed, I have recently got an earring in my right ear in the upper portion, in the cartilage.

Never mind the ultimate discomfort while sleeping or the scabbing for three months and the occasional twinge or pain, I love the look. I think it is so pretty. I noticed a lot of girls at my Starbucks having multiple earrings and I came to really like it!

I think the sparkle in the upper ear coincides superbly with my eyes. I think I am going to get my left ear lobe next and maybe one more in the middle. So cute!

Watch and see.

-xxx's

Delilah

Back to work, blahh...

Monday's are never really fun, unless you have them off for a holiday. But in my line of the industry, work is always on except on Christmas and New Years and even then I am thinking about work, or projects that I should be working on.

In fact, work is all I seem to do, with the occasional movie in between.

Though, I would never have it any other way, if I wasn't busy then what would I be doing?

Well it's Monday, cold and I am sleepy...blah.

-xxx's

DK

Angel Perfume

Have you ever smelled the perfume called Angel? It is so nice, I think the best. It smells like chocolate on some girls and vanilla on others, it drives me wild to be around it.

I particularly enjoy wearing it, it has a scent I think that drives men crazy, pherhormone chemicals (aka, pheromone)- I am betting the chemists add to these perfumes.

I think the designers really tapped into this science very well and extracted and reconstructed the best natural attractants produced by humans, the science behind the attraction of scents...yummy....anyway what I am saying, I like Angel.

-xxx's

DK

Passwords, how many do you have?

Okay, how many passwords do you have? I have one for my work account, one for my bank account 'the pin number", the user name and password to see my on-line bank account, my gmail account, yahoo account, my home computer admin account, my experian and equifax accounts, the password for home alarm, my passwords for other yahoo account, pass word to Sprint, password to my password word document, which is a key to all my passwords.

OMG, how many passwords? Do you ever wonder "what the hell is going on?", did I have password when I was ten years old? What happened?

DK

Girl Shorts, OMG!

I am not sure if you have noticed, but there is a girl style in right now that has me so HOT, they are girl shorts. They look like cute little shorts with nice folds around the leg and are made of material for business suits or dresses, some are actually very silky.

I saw these on a girl nearby my work with tall boots and almost died. I had to have this outfit. In search, I went to the local mall in the Valley and explored for these new cuties...and where were they, at Forever 21, Rave, and Express Limited. OMG!

Now I have been in these stores in forever, since I was 21, but wow, did the styles blow me away, these girls are dressing very hip...I think I may try a new style...it was the rave shopping next to these young girls, but they didn't mind I am girly Delilah even while in boy-mode, how delicious.

Anyway I have these shorts now, they are super tight, give me the cutest figure, nice ass and all...but it is hard to hide my excitement, if you know what I mean...

-xxx's

Delilah

Sunday Morninig laaa....laaa

Well I just love Sunday mornings, the air is so still from the hustle and bustle of the midnight hours. Everyone is sleeping in and relaxing from the dinner and movie, and the partiers are home or wishing they were home sleeping it off. How I remember those days! Watching the sun come up is traumatic esp. when you know sleep is really way off...you must come down...God!

So I am at home reading and petting my kitties, remembering those days...feeling real good that I am in my warm and cozy house...drinking my Deadman's Brew (coffee), "served in bed and wakes the dead"...

-xxx's

Delilah

Super-Fast

So yesterday morning on the way to my assignment in the cold darkness came to light though the 110 tunnel, downtown Los Angeles. Wow what a site it was, the buildings are lite-up like columnar Christmas trees, with Library South towers hallo the angel in the sky. In the clear air after the rains, the lights seems to sparkle, you could see the reflections of one building off the other, though it was still dark the buildings illuminated the night all on their own.

I just past the 4th street bridge and the freeway opened up, like god opening the Red Sea. I was already pumping on Caffeine and having a cool Deep Dish rhythm throbbing through my cars stereo, I decided to go for it. I down shifted from 5th to 4th, and let the engine roar at 5,000 RPM pushing it to 6,000. The engine whined, but it was ready, it was warmed up and she was made for this. One car just in the way..waiting...waiting...just as he moved from my way, Deep Dish's song track was transitioning to another, that is the best time of most good electronic songs, a signature of any great DJ set..the song was so good I almost teared, I have heard it before but this mixture of adrenalin, bursting engine and music had me at the edge.

In an instant I pushed the car to 5th...the car surged forward from 75 to 85 in an instant, moving faster, 87..88..92, 93, 96..100, faster...the car was roaring and it was smooth...you gotta love Honda engineering...Deep Dish deep in my cortex, I saw the towers behind me in the rear view mirror fading slowly backward, as if they had legs marching away like giants of old times...how fast did I go, humm...that is for me to know or was I really, maybe I was just dreaming in my morning state???

-xxx's

DK

Early Mornings...Blah

Don't you just hate waking up early in the morning for an assignment or travel? Esp. when it is cold and windy outside from the evening rain.

I have been driving to Long Beach every day now since the new year, and well it has been nice down there, it gets so cold sometimes...it's the wind that will get ya. Burrr.

It's like that when you travel too, standing next to strangers, some amped on Caffeine others in dreamy daze and yet others just wishing like me they were in a cozy bed...maybe with a ball gag in their mouth, yummy!

-xxx's

Delilah

Aiming to Please

So I think I can get use to this blogging deal, this is quite like an on-line journal that I can share my thoughts. At first I guess I thought it would be time consuming, but really it can take as much time as like, short and sweet, or long and luxurious.

I was looking at my Site yesterday and I just noticed the December Videos missing, oops. I have looked into this, I am sure we will get these old ones up soon, as well as the New January 07 posts.

FYI: For the most part most picture sets have video clips, there are exceptions, however, I will almost never have multiple complete photo sets with no videos posted for a monthly upload, that's unusual.

So my dear, if you don't see a video, give me a buzz and we'll fix it... I am too please...

-xxx's

Delilah

Photo Shoot

As I call it, a photo shoot entails dressing up and shooting bondage photography and video for the Site. I did this yesterday on New Year's eve to get caught up, I am always just so far behind.

It exhausted me for some reason, all I could do was eat dinner and have a few drinks, I barely made it past midnight. Though I feel like I partied hard I didn't! Oh well. Today I caught some more, I prepared the material this afternoon, the photo sets and video sets look really nice (this one seen is for February).

I have started a new element to my bondage, some badly needed interaction. There is some on screen tying and some play with a vibrator by a mysterious bondage rigger. You should definitely enjoy!

-xxx's

Delilah

http://www.delilahknotty.com.

Delilah Knotty's Video Teaser

To view the video either click on the image or Click Here.

Well it is now year 2007! We have made it through another good year of bondage delight. I would love to share with you my friends a preview of some of the video's shot over the last year, as well as new stuff shown this January 07. There could be so much to share in this teaser, however, it would be over 75 videos in total and super long. I may make more, but this is a good start.

To me, that's not too shabby for going on the third year, four years if you are counting Bondage Wonderland, however, the real success began in 2005.

So that's it please enjoy this teaser and thanks to all of you who enjoy my work-I appreciate all you support, there is so much more to come, I promise.

-xxx's & Happy New Year.

Delilah Knotty