Obsession

So I think I have become obsessed over my hair, well not really that, elements that are feminine. I think about what I am going to wear to work, how I play dress-up when I put my knee high sock's cami and form fitting blouse.

However, I want this to become normal, I don't want to focus on this to get mentally high, I need to accept this as normal. Which it is becoming more natural, but it may take a full year.

In addition to this, I think I am bored or when I engage and execute my new path, I up to a new level and I want more. I guess I can see how some of us go-all the way, you just want everything to be girly, leaving behind your roots as the other sex.

Not me though, I like to thread the needle and walk the line between male and female...

Androgyny I guess, you see many lesbians like this, more so than males I think when it comes to homosexuality...transgenderism is another realm on it's own-though it shares the same common identity issues.

-xxx's

DK