Nearly One Year Ago

Wow, what word can say, other than that!  One year ago I almost published my last post.

I have been away for many reasons, life changing events.  I am not quite at liberty to say why, but I apologize for not explaining,

Needless to say, Delilah is still alive and well in LA.

-xxx's

DK

Hiatus Now Over

Wow, that was a longer hiatus than I anticipated. Sorry to keep ya-all waiting, if indeed you were.

I mean who reads a blog every day, but I guess some do, whatever.

So I had a serious change in lifestyle, can't say what, but I have been very busy and accommodating my schedule to reflect the change. It has been trying, but what isn't, esp. good things.

But I wanted this, and after he choice was made, there is no turning back. As I see my past is good and bad, it has shaped me, molded me into who I am. I have very little to regret, except I wish I hadn't wasted so much time...and do I hate anyone or hold a grudge, no not really...

What am I saying??

Whatever...make a choice and live with it bub.

Be well....

-xxx's

Delilah

Busy Next Week

From today on I am going to be a little reoccupied with a long term project, kind of kick start.

I will unlikely be blogging for maybe a week. I'll be back though and you too, promise me?

-xxx's

DK

Crossdressing Lifestyle

Are you at all tired of hearing about my CD lifestyle? I wonder, boring? Well you know, this can be all encompassing and comprise a big portion of your life once you embrace it. Although, for me, it was precedent in my actions, it did not or I made sure, that it did not interferer with my concentration on my daily life. You see you cannot change without motivation and drive, simultaneously however. you must move on and Focus!

You see I found myself compelled to dress daily in femme-boy mode, but I still had to do my work, I had to be there on time, complete my assignments, be productive. I found this to be quite natural and didn't really require additional effort on my part. To me this make me feel comfortable and at ease. I am trying to convey this, because in the past when I was younger, I had let this desire interrupt the complete flow of my life, not good.

I guess I have matured quite a lot, that's my opinion. And maybe it is the realization that no matter what you want, don't let it take you over.

Where am I going? I am saying, this has been quite a natural transition. No interruptions to my original lifestyle, I am now just a kind of outwardly a femme-boy.

-xxx's

DK

Back in Boy-Mode for a Day.

So I went back in to work in full out boy mode, that is no women's shoes, pants or blouse.

Well I can say I was extremely comfortable, the office has been running hot, the air unit and the onset of summer, so I was sweating it out over the last few days having a bra and camisole on. You have no idea how hot that can get!

I was wearing jeans and a light fabric REI shirt. Nice and breezy. But I think I confused my coworkers. They got used to me wearing the heels.

Well until they get that building back in order I am wearing light clothing, not that I can't do that in femme mode, short sleeve shirts just don't do me too much justice and it is hard to coordinate with pants. And having a bra and camisole on, kind of defeats the propose.

Besides I like my French Cuffs.

-xxx's

DK

Red heels were a hit.

Okay, those new red heels were a hit, they look great. I need to accessorize more, esp. in the shoes department. I can see why so many genetics have various heels, colors and types. It was fun to vary from the black heels.

But I'll wait on the shopping spree, I have other things in mind.

I will say, now that my upper legs got use to the heels, the calves really felt it with these little Dorothy gems. The heel height is 3 and 1/4 inch, I guess that 1/4 made the difference!?

-xxx's

DK

Red High Heels to Work

Okay I am on a theme here, my high heels I wear to work while in boy-femme mode. I have been wearing black heels, very nice and professional, but I found these heels online an got them. Wow they look snazzy and sharp. They are a wine red, with an alligator faux print and are most of all-shinny.

I love shinny shoes. Then I wore my favorite white knee high's with my Ann Taylor stripped pants and a form fitting stretchy red shirt to match.

The shoes were so out there, however, you get noticed, I tell ya. The trick is confidence, wear them as if it is totally natural you whole life, and second do not look anyone in the eye unless you need too. We'll talk about this little tid bit later.

Let's enjoy the red shinny shoes and white socks.

High Heels at Work..continued experience

I know, I keep discussing my heels at work. Wearing them regularly has been a big deal to me, crossing of a threshold. Next big step is wearing a skirt-this thought paralyzes me with happiness, one-day.

Well the heels are good enough.

I was walking around quite frequently yesterday, I had to bind my final report for sending it out in the mail-we have no admin help at-all, and my feet began to ache, really the toes. They felt squished. I took my shoes off at my desk afterwards to let them relax. Funny thing you could clearly see my socks I was wearing were very sheer-like hose. White too-my favorite.

I caught many persons, women and men alike looking down at my feet when they came by to talk. They seem to just acknowledge that yes, I am wearing women's clothing including the sheer knee highs. No big deal, but it is quite the experience to watch and interpret my coworkers expressions.

Well that's the experience of wearing high heels to work, they are pretty any all, make plenty of noise, accentuate your posture, but can cause some ache too!

-xxx's

Delilah